My life is going to start getting on track

I’m going to be a doctor in seven years time. No giving up. No giving in.
In three years I’m going to know this body we all have to the best of my ability, and I’ll start using that to make ill people better.
Not just that, though. I’ll use the personality I was born with to show compassion and care and empathy; I’ll be comfort to people I can’t make better.
I am so goddamn excited for this future as a medic. A future where I can stand straight with my head held high, even with a three year age gap between me and my colleagues.
Seven years start tomorrow; I can’t wait to start the countdown.

youkillme-inagoodway said: I love you, angel!

I love you too xx

if you scream at 19yr old retail workers who are trying their hardest till they cry i hope you fucking burn in the deepest level of hell

Love frm a 19yo retail worker xoxo

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I can feel myself improving. I can feel myself getting better and more mentally stable.
And my therapist is amazing. And my medication helps a lot. And I think I’m finally getting better…
This is still just the beginning, I suppose. But for once, I have hope.

My girlfriend,

I’m so proud of my girlfriend x

My lady is in the kitchen cooking homemade lasagne, for the two of us…


I’m one lucky girl 😘


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"Spent a year getting pissed, trying to forget about the game…"

I posted that quote from possibly my favourite movie a while ago now…

I said that’s what my life would be like if I ever gave up football…

When I did give it up I didn’t think about it for many months, but it seems to have crept up on me. I watch women’s football and just miss the game. Because I was good. Because when I play football with the kids at youth club I love it. Because I can still make an EXCELLENT lofted pass.

Once you’re into a sport, that’s it. Only sports people will understand that, really… Kelly Holmes for example. She became depressed and self-harmed when she couldn’t hit that track.

It’s the competition… That determination to run down your opponent and beat them to the ball. It’s that safe anger. That explosion. Shit. The winning. And losing. Just fucking playing!

Maybe it’s time I go back to it. Maybe it’ll make me a better person.

My girlfriend is gonna look drop dead gorgeous in her new Vause-style glasses ;) youkillme-inagoodway

My girlfriend is gonna look drop dead gorgeous in her new Vause-style glasses ;) youkillme-inagoodway

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